I know I have been spoiled over the last two weeks.

We have been in and out of  hospital multiple times.  We have had medical appointments, midwife appointments, demanding yet loving family and friends as well as the learning curve of bringing home our first living newborn.   I have been recovering from major abdominal surgery, dealing with the changes in our grief, running a household and dealing with all the demands post-partum that we Mama’s have.  All of it has been made more manageable by the fact Matthew and I have been together every step of the way.

All of that is about to come to an end.  Matt goes back to work on Thursday.  We are a great team.  I have relied on him and starting Wednesday night the brunt of it all lands on me. I hope I can do this!